He paused.
“Except what?”
Gabe squirmed on his chair. “There was a woman. I know there was. And she loved me.”
Kira smiled. “Of course she did.”
“Kira, I mean I really know. Last night, when you and Jonas were talking about your gifts . . .”
She looked at him. “Yes?”
“I didn’t want to tell you. I don’t know why. Maybe I just needed to test it one more time.”
“Test what?” Kira glanced toward the children, who were now playing quietly. She came to the table and sat down in the chair next to Gabe.
“My gift. I do have one. I call it veering.”
“Go on.”
“At first it just happened. It always surprised me. But then I found I could choose the time. I could direct it. I could cause it to happen. Was it that way for you?”
Kira nodded. “Yes. It was.”
“And this morning, just a few minutes ago, you were over there, with the children—” Gabe nodded toward the corner of the room where the two little ones were industriously piling blocks into towers. “I was lying on the couch, half awake, watching, and I decided to veer into Matthew.”
“Into Matthew?” Kira looked puzzled.
“Yes, because he’s the boy. I suppose it’s not that different with a girl, but I needed to know how it felt to be a small boy looking at his mother.”
They both glanced over at Matthew. His tongue was wedged between his lips and he was frowning with concentration as he balanced a blue wooden triangle on top of a pile of square red blocks.
“So I concentrated really hard. The first thing that happens is a silence. You were talking to the children, showing them how the blocks fit together, and just as you said, ‘See the shapes?’ You were holding up a yellow one, and—”
“Yes. Annabelle took it from me,” Kira said.
“Maybe. I don’t remember that, because the silence happened. I never notice what’s happening when the silence comes. But then I, ah, well, I veered into Matthew. I entered Matthew.”
“You never moved from the couch.”
“No, my body doesn’t move. But my awareness shifts.”
Kira nodded.
“And then,” Gabe went on, “I became part of Matthew’s feelings at that moment. I felt them. I understood them.”
“So your gift is understanding how someone feels?”
“More than understanding it. Feeling it. And this morning, when I did that, I felt my own little self, my baby self, experiencing what Matthew was experiencing at that moment. He was receiving so much love from his mother.”
Kira, beginning to understand, nodded. “For Matthew, that was coming from me. But for you, Gabe, you were remembering . . .”
“Yes. I don’t know her name or where she is now. But I know for certain who she was.”
The two of them sat silently, watching the children play.
Later, after he had helped her clean up the lunch dishes, Kira said, “I’m going to take the children for a walk. Want to come?” She lifted two small jackets from a hook on the wall.
“When’s Jonas coming back?”
“I don’t know. I’m surprised that he’s been gone so long.”
“Is it all right if I wait here for him?”
“Of course. You and he have a lot to talk about.”
Gabe looked through the window, down at the winding paths that crisscrossed the village. People hurried along, busy with midday tasks. Beyond the orchard, he could see the library; it appeared closed. Nearby, in the playing field, children were running around with a ball that they passed back and forth; he could hear their shouts. It was an ordinary day in the quiet, well-ordered place. Yet someplace in the village, someone was very ill, and Jonas was there.
“I think I’ll go look for him,” Gabe said suddenly. “Do you know where he went? Who is it who is so sick?”
Kira reached into a small sleeve and guided Annabelle’s chubby arm through. “Other side now,” she said to the little girl, and held open the other sleeve. “Can you do yours by yourself?” she asked Matthew, whose jacket was on the floor in front of him. He grinned and shook his head no.
“A woman named Claire,” she said to Gabe, in answer to his question. “I’m sure you’ve seen her in the village. She’s very, very old.”
“Oh, her! Yes, I’ve seen her often.”
“Well, I fear you won’t be seeing her much longer. It sounds as if her time is running out.” With both children now buttoned into their jackets, Kira headed to the door with Annabelle in her arms and Matthew by one hand. “Can you open the door for me?”
“Is it all right if I leave my paddle here?” He looked toward the corner where it was propped against the wall. The sunlight made it gleam golden.
“Of course. I won’t let the children play with it.”
Gabe helped her through the door and down the front steps. “Do you know where she lives? Or is she in the infirmary?”
“Jonas went to her house. It’s over there someplace.” Kira indicated, nodding her head, a place beyond the library, beyond the schoolhouse. He could see the small cottages, deep in shade, that dotted the wooded area.
Gabe thanked her quickly for the place to eat and sleep after such a bad day. Then, as Kira headed with the children to the play area nearby, he began to jog toward the place where Claire lived and where Jonas was with her now. He wanted to talk more about what Jonas had proposed last night. It had been on his mind since he had awakened. He was to kill someone named Trademaster? It made no sense. Jonas was a peaceful, compassionate man. All right, maybe this Trademaster guy was bad. Maybe even pure evil! But he wasn’t bothering anyone they knew. They would watch out for him, would fend him off if he showed signs of trying to return to the village and do harm.
Hah, Gabe thought with a wry smile. Maybe they should just put him into my stupid boat and give it a firm shove into the river.
The little cottage was deep in a thicket of trees, but he had no trouble finding the place where Claire lived. Several aged women stood somberly outside, murmuring to one another.
“So sudden,” he overheard one woman say to another. “Came upon her just like that. She was fine last night.”
“Happens that way,” a tall white-haired woman said knowingly, and several others nodded.