But the secret was out as far as Suzama's foretelling abilities were concerned. She was summoned to the Great Pyramid, and as her closest friend, I was allowed to come with her. In fact,Suzama refused to go without me. By this time she knew of my great physical power and felt safer with me by her side.
It seemed that Queen Delar had had a dream the Setianpriests andpriestesses were unable to decipher, at least to the queen's satisfaction. Delar wanted Suzama to try. Together, we were ushered into the royal meeting room. Its opulence was breathtaking.Never again would Egypt have such wealth,not even in the supposed golden ages of latter years. The very floor we walked on was made of gold.
Both king and queen were present, old and shrewd Namok on his high throne, with his tall and muscular spiritual adviser, Ory, at his right shoulder. Delarsat beside him on her own throne, with her young but hard face. It was Delar who bid us come closer and I couldn't help noticing out of the corner of my eye how Ory watched me. It was as if he had seen me before, or at least had had my features described to him. I wondered if his army of secret police, the dread Sedan initiates, who had eyes like snakes, had taken note of my nocturnal ways. Ory wore a special dagger in his silver belt with which, it was reported, he cut out enemies' eyes before eating them. At that time the soul was thought to reside in the eyes.
Delar cleared her royal throat and spoke.
"You are Suzama. Your reputation precedes you. But who is this other person you have brought with you?
Suzama bowed. "This is Sita, my queen.She is an Aryanwhich is why her skin is fairer than ours. She is my friend and confidante. I ask your permission that she be allowed to remain by my side while I complete your reading."
Delar was curious about me. "Are you from India, Sita? I have heard stories of that land."
I also bowed. "Yes, my queen. I am far from home, yet I am happy to be a guest in your great land."
"What brought you to our land?" asked Ory. "Were you, fleeing from danger?"
"No, my lord. It is only a love of adventure that brought me here."
Ory paused and whispered something in Namok'sear. The king frowned and nodded. But Ory smiled as he asked his next question and I couldn't help noticing how flat his eyes were. His hand never moved far from his dagger.
"It seems improper that a woman of your age should have traveled so far alone," he said. "Who were your companions along the road,Sita?"
"Merchants, my lord. They know the road to India well."
"Then you are also a merchant," Ory persisted.
"No," I said. "I have no special title."
"But you live in the house of slaves," Ory said. "Suzama is a slave. You, too, must be a slave." I held his eye and there was strength in my gaze. "No one owns me, my lord," I said. My answer seemed to amuse Ory. He didn't reply but the power in my eyes did not seem to affect him. Perhaps he had goaded me on purpose, I thought.
Delar cleared her throat once more. "Come closer, Suzama and Sita. I will tell you my dream. If you are able to decipher it, your reward will be great."
Suzama bowed. "I will try my queen. But tell me firstdid you have this dream at the last full moon?"
Delar was impressed. "I did indeed. How did you know?"
"I was not sure.But dreams that come at that time are particularly auspicious.Please tell me your dream, my queen."
"I was standing on a wide field in tall grass with lush rolling hills all around. It was night, but the sky was bright with more stars than we normally see on the dearest of nights.Many of these stars were deep blue. In the distance was a group of people who were walking into a ship that gave off a brilliant violet light. I was supposed to be on that ship, I knew, but before I could leave I had to talk to a beautifully dressed man. He stood nearby with a gold flute in his hand. He had bewitching dark eyes, was dressed in a blue robe, and had long dark hair. Around his neck was an exquisite jewelit shone with many colored lights and hypnotized me.As I stared into it,he asked me,' What is it you wish tokn ow?And I said, Tell me the law of life.'I don't know why I asked this question,but he said,' This is the eternal law of life.'And he pointed his finger at me."
Delarpaused. "That was the entire dream. It was incredibly vivid. When I woke from it I was filled with great wonder, but also great confusion. It seemed I was given a great secret but I don't understand what it is. Can you help me?"
"A moment please, my queen," Suzama said. Then she turned to me and spoke in whispers."You have had dreams like this?"
My eyes widened. "Yes. How did you know?"
Suzama merely smiled. "Who is the man?"
"Lord Krishna.There is no doubt."
"And why did he point at her?"
"I don't know. Krishna often taught with riddles. He was mischievous."
"He was careful," Suzama said to me before turning back to the queen. "Delar, the answer to your dream is very simple."
Both the king and the queen sat up in anticipation. Even PriestOry seemed to lean forward.He was no doubt one of those who had failed to decipher the dream properly.
"The blue stars signify the blue light of divinity," Suzama said. "You stood on a spiritual world in the spiritual sky. The man beside you was the Lord himself, come to give you instructions before you were born into this world. You asked the question you did because you wanted to know what law of life you should follow as queen of this land. You wanted to know what was fair, a means by which you could decide how to pass judgment on those you knew you would rule." Suzama paused. "He gave you the means when he pointed his finger at you."
Delar frowned. "I don't understand." "Point your finger at me, my queen," Suzama said.
The queen did so. Suzama smiled.
"When you point your finger at someone, anyone, it is often a moment of judgment. We point our fingers when we want to scold someone, point out what they have done wrong.But each time we point, we simultaneously point three other fingers back at ourselves."
The queen looked down at her hand and gasped. "You are right. But what does that mean?"
"It means you must be very careful in your judgments,"Suzama said."Each time you decide fairly about someone, you gain three times the merit. But each time you make a poor judgment,you incur three times the debt. That is the law of life, whether you are a queen or a priest or a slave. When we do something good,it comes back to us threefold. When we harm someone,we harm ourselves three times as much." Suzama paused.The Lord was telling you to be kind and good,my queen."