"Fine."
"Are they fine?"
" You don't have to worry about them,Mother."
"They might be all right," I say. Maybe I am worrying about all the wrong things.
14
The night I turned myself back into a vampire, I went searching for an ounce of Yaksha's blood to serve as an aerobic catalyst. The only place to look,I thought,was the ice-cream truck where Eddie Fender had kept Yaksha's tortured body in cold storage. There I found the blood I needed,frozen beneath a box ofPopsicles. But before I scraped it from the floor of the refrigerated compartment, I had a highly unusual conversation with an elderly homeless man with thinning white hair and a grimy face. He was obviously down on his luck.But when I strode up to say hello, he reacted as if he was expecting me.
" You look very nice tonight. But I know you're in a hurry."
"How do you know I'm in a hurry?"
"I know a few things. You want this truck I suppose. I've been guarding it for you."
"How long have you been here?"
"I don't rightly know. I think I've been here since you were last here."
The ice-cream truck should not have been there. The police should have hauled it away a couple of months earlier. Yet not only was the truck parked where it had been when it held Yaksha,the refrigerator unit was still working,and the homeless man implied he had kept it working for me. That was crucial,because if the blood had melted and rotted,it would havebeen of no use to me. I wouldn't have been able to turn back into a vampire. I would have possessed no special abilities with which to protect the child.
Now the big question was...
Did the homeless man know that?
He obviously knew something.
The bigger question was how he knew.
With the sun setting and with no better place to go, I return to the street where I met the man. There, to my utter astonishment, I find him sitting near the spot where the ice-cream truck had been parked. It is gone but the man has not changed. In fact, he is drinking a carton of milk as he was the last time we met. He looks up as I approach and his eyes sparkle in the dull yellow light of the street lamps. He doesn't rise, though. He is an old man and getting up is hard on his knees. I remember I had to help him up the last time. He flashes me a warm smile.
"Why if it isn't you again," he says." I thought you might come back."
"Have you been waiting for me?" I ask.
"Sure. I don't mind waiting around. Don't have a lot to do these days, you know."
I crouch by his side. "What do you do when you're not waiting for me?"
He is shy. "Oh, I just move around,pick up an odd job here and there, help out where I can."
I smile. "Well, you sure helped me last time."
He is pleased. "That's good. But you're a bright girl. You know how to help yourself." He stops. "Hey, would you like to play a game of cards?"
I raise an eyebrow. "Poker?"
He brushes his hand. "No. That's too hard a game for an old fella like me. You have to think too much. How about a game of twenty-one? I'll be the house. Ill play by house rules. I'll hit on every sixteen and give you a tip every now and then if you need it. As long as you promise to tip me if you win in the end. How does that sound? You know how to play twenty-one?"
I sit cross-legged in front of him. "I am a born gambler. Do you have cards?"
He reaches in his old coat pocket and pulls out a pack."Do I have cards? These are fresh from a high roller's blackjack table in Las Vegas. Mind if I shuffle? Those are house rules, you know. Dealer has to shuffle."
"You shuffle. What are we betting?"
He takes a sip of his milk as he opens the pack. "It doesn't matter." Then he laughs and the sound is like music to my ears because it has been so long since I have heard the sound of pure joy. "An old bum like meIhave nothing to lose!"
I laugh with him. "What's your name, old bum?"
He pauses and catches my eye. "Now just one moment. You're the youngster here.Y ou've never told me your name."
I offer my hand. "I'm Sita."
He shakes my hand. "Mike."
"Where are you from, Mike?"
He lets go of my hand and shuffles the cards. He is a pro with them; he obviously can shuffle both sides of the deck with as few as five fingers. Yet a trace of sorrow enters his voice. The tone is not painful,more bittersweet.
"Lots of places, Sita," he says. "You know how it is when you get as old as I am, one place blurs into another. But I try to keep moving,try to keep my hand in. Where are you from?"
"India."
He is impressed. "By golly, that's far away! You must have had plenty of adventures between here and India."
"Too many adventures,Mike. But are you going to stop talking and start dealing? I'm getting anxious to beat you at what I know is your favorite game."
He acts offended, although he is still smiling.
"Hold on just one second," he says. "We haven't decided what we're wagering.What have you got?"
"Money."
He nods." Money is good. How much you got?"
I reach in my back pocket. "Three hundred dollars in cash."
He whistles. "My sweet lord!Youcarry your bankroll on you. Now I know that ain't smart,no sir."
I flip open my wad of twenties. Got them from an ATM machine down the street.
"I don't mind betting this. What are you betting?"
My question seems to catch him off guard. He asks with a trace of suspicion, "What do you want?"
"Oh. Just a few friendly hints, what you offered. Can you give me some of those? When I win I mean?"
He speaks with mock confidentiality. "You don't need them when you win, girl. You need them when you lose." He begins to deal the cards."Sure, I'll help you out. Just don't you get too rough on old Mike."
I throw a twenty down. "I'll try to behave myself."
He deals me a fifteen,bust hand. He is looking strong,showing a ten.He peeks at his hole card and grins. By the rules,I know I should hit. But I hate chasing a strong hand with so little room to maneuver. He waitsfor me to make a decision, a sly grin on his old lips.
"Going to risk it?" he asks, teasing me.