"What about them?" she asked.
"Supposedly, his mom was murdered in front of him when he was like seven. The case never was solved. It looked as if even the FRU looked into the case, but never found who did it. Then his dad disappeared less than a year later. That's when he went to live with his grandfather."
Kylie frowned. "Damn, I could almost feel sorry for him."
Derek shrugged. "Unfortunately, most people who commit violent crimes were at one time victims themselves. But one wrong doesn't make a right. And we know he killed those two girls."
"I know." When she looked up and found herself gazing into Derek's eyes again, she said, "I guess I should-"
"Go. I know," he said, and his expression turned sad. "I miss you, Kylie. Can we ... do this again?"
She almost said yes but realized it probably wasn't a good idea for either one of them. "I don't know," she said. "I've got a lot to figure out."
"Between you and Lucas?" he asked.
"Yes," she said honestly. She wouldn't feel guilty about her feelings anymore. She didn't know what she might have with Lucas. But for the first time since she'd recognized those growing feelings, she didn't feel at fault about them. And there was something between them. But with his pack trying to break them up, and his dislike of her involvement with the ghosts, she just wasn't sure where it was going to lead.
"Okay," he said. "But if you need me ... or just want to talk ... you know where I am."
Kylie nodded, and then the next thing she knew, she was awake, staring at her bedroom ceiling. "I miss you, too," she whispered, and then rolled over and hugged her pillow.
* * *
Perry met Kylie at the front door the next morning when she stepped out of the cabin.
"Hey," she said, and forced a smile. She wasn't exactly depressed about knowing the truth about Derek and Ellie, but there was an underlying sadness to her mood today.
It reminded Kylie of how she always felt the last day of school before summer vacation. She wanted summer to be here, knew there was no changing it, but a part of her wanted to hold on to life the way it was. She supposed she just wasn't a big fan of change.
Perry, his eyes a bright blue, grinned. "Hey." He looked back at the door, and Kylie knew why.
"Miranda already left," she told him.
"Why?"
Because she didn't want to see you because she's afraid of what you'll say when she tells you she's got a date Friday night with a hot warlock.
"I don't have a clue." And I'm really glad you're not a vampire who can read my heartbeat and tell when I'm flat-out lying.
His eyes went from blue to a sad brown. "I thought ... I guess I just hoped that..."
"I know," Kylie said, and bumped him with her shoulder. "And while I can't say anything, all I can tell you is that hope is eternal."
"So I still have a chance?" he asked.
"A little one," she said, not wanting to give him false hope.
They started heading down the trail. "I want to see if Holiday and Burnett are in the office. I need to talk with them before breakfast."
"Just lead the way," Perry said, bowing at the waist. "I'm your personal shadow servant."
Kylie grinned. As they walked, she wondered if someday she could hang out with Derek like this and it would feel this right. Feel completely platonic, with no hint of regret about what could have been. She really hoped so. Although her heart said he would have made an awesome boyfriend, he would also make a hell of a good friend. And she hoped they could get there.
* * *
Holiday and Burnett weren't in the office, so Kylie couldn't tell them about Derek's theory that there could have been two bodies in Berta Littlemon's grave.
Or ask Burnett what he'd been smoking when he'd given Sara permission to visit Shadow Falls.
At breakfast, Lucas joined her and Perry at their table. Kylie spotted Miranda eating with the witches, and Della had a vampire thing that morning. So Kylie sat between Lucas and Perry, and much to her surprise, they both behaved. Well, Perry behaved.
Lucas slipped his hand under the table and touched the side of her leg. Then he leaned in and whispered, "Want to go dancing in the moonlight again tonight?"
She couldn't be sure, but she could swear the brush of his lips against her temple had almost been a kiss. She nudged him with her elbow, and as she forked a mouthful of eggs on her utensil, she whispered back, "Careful. People are going to actually know you have a thing for me."
"Good," he said. "Maybe it's time we make it official."
Her heart stopped. The eggs dropped from the prongs of her fork and landed with a splat on her plate.
She turned and looked into his blue eyes. "Are you asking me to go out with you?"
"Are you saying yes?" Hope danced in his eyes.
"What about your pack?"
"I told you I don't care what they say."
Joy danced in her heart. "Well, I think I should hear the question first."
"Okay ... Will you, Kylie Galen, go out with me?"
Yes. Yes. Yes. The word sat on the tip of her tongue, waiting to be released. She smiled, poised to say it, and-
"Can I borrow Lucas for a minute?" Burnett's deep voice shattered the moment. He stood behind them, six feet plus of solid vampire.
Lucas looked up at Burnett. "Is something wrong?"
"I need a word with you."
Lucas got up and left. Kylie watched them leave, so in shock from Lucas asking her to go out that she completely forgot to give Burnett a large ration of shit for agreeing to let Sara come to the camp.
* * *
A bit later, Kylie stood beside Perry while Chris announced names for the Meet Your Campmates hour. Lucas still hadn't come back from his talk with Burnett, and that worried her.
Looking up at Perry, Kylie asked, "How are we going to do this?"
He stared over at Miranda. "I pulled my name from the list."
"So we don't have to stay?" Kylie asked.
"I pulled my name. Not yours. I figured I could just tag along with you on your hour."
"Isn't that against the rules?"
"I'm sure Burnett wouldn't mind."
"Speaking of Burnett," Kylie said. "I didn't know you two knew each other."