Necrophobia
fear of death
He’s human again when he wakes me up with just a small kiss on my forehead.
I open my eyes to see him smiling above me.
Groaning, I put my hands over my face. He’s pulled the shades and bright light streams into the room. I moan.
“Did I fall asleep? Really? How could I fall asleep?”
“Stress and crying knocks people out. You conked out once the pixie stopped destroying everything downstairs.”
“Oh.” I touch my cheeks. “You licked me.”
He laughs and leans over, giving a tiny tongue swipe to my hand. “You’re very lickable.”
I try to hit him. He laughs harder and grabs my hands.
“No fair! Mere mortal against werewolf,” I complain.
“Fine.”
He lets go, but first he kisses my fingers, each of them. I sigh happily.
Then I come to my senses and sit up.
“The pixies?”
“Gone,” he says, standing up and stretching. He’s put on clothes again. His entire body makes cracking sounds, one vertebrae at a time. “I can’t smell them.”
I nod like that makes perfect sense, which it doesn’t, but it isn’t like I’m some expert in magical creatures. My stomach sinks.
“He pretended to be my dad,” I say.
Nick’s eyes soften. “That must have been hard.”
I swallow. My mouth tastes terrible, like old, burned wood.
“You outsmarted him, though,” he says. “I’m proud of you.”
I try to smile but I can’t quite do it.
He grabs my hand. “Let’s go see if the phones are working, okay? Maybe find something to eat?”
“Is Betty here?”
“Not yet.”
“Do you think she’s okay?”
“The roads are bad, Zara. Unless she changed it would be hard for her to get here quickly.”
“Unless she changed,” I repeat. My fingers wrap around his. They like the feeling, safe, nestled in his crevices. “Is it safe?”
“I’m with you, Zara. I promise you, you’ll be safe.”
I want to believe him, but I’m not sure I can. Is there really anything that’s safe?
We brave ourselves up enough to go downstairs and it’s awful, so awful. Maybe only one pixie made his way in, but he’s done so much damage, it’s hard to believe he couldn’t have been a hundred or more.
“It looks like I had a party. A really big, really good party,” I say, stopping on the middle of the stairs to survey the damage. “Oh God, Betty is going to kill me.”
The couch is all flipped over. The white leather chair has soot smeared into it. Papers and books are scattered about the floor. Pixie dust coats the cushions of the couch.
Nick grabs my hand and pulls me down the stairs. “It’s okay. We’ll deal with it. It won’t be bad.”
He lets go of my hand and takes an end of the couch. “Let’s flip this first.”
Together, we turn the couch right side up and push it back up against the wall. Nick blows the dust off his hands. “Disgusting.”
“It could have been worse. He didn’t slash the pillows or anything,” I say, but my voice sounds fake.
It fools Nick, though. “Right.”
We start picking things up. I check my cell phone and the regular phone to see if they work yet. They don’t. We open up the door and snow tumbles into the house. Any pixie prints are long buried.
My breath catches.
The world has a fairy-tale, Nutcracker, Christmas look. The snow covers the trees, turning them white and magical. Nick’s MINI is completely blanketed. It seems beautiful and orderly, and natural and safe, the opposite of Betty’s house.
“We’re snowed in,” I announce.
He sniffs the air. “It’s a big storm. It’ll probably last all afternoon, and not end until tomorrow morning.”
I tromp across the living room and try to radio Betty. I get Josie, the dispatcher, who says, “She set out for home two hours ago.”
“Oh, God.”
“No. Don’t you go worrying. I’ll try to call her up on the other channel. There’s been no word on the Dahlberg boy. The storm’s supposed to last through tonight, and the roads are bad, so it might just be taking her a little bit of time. And the satellite’s down, too, so some of the other channels aren’t working.”
I press the button on the radio. “Okay. Don’t tire yourself out, Josie.”
She laughs and it comes through the static loud and clear. “I’m not dead yet, Zara. I still got some life in me.”
We all do, I think, and I go back to trying to clean up the living room.
We clean forever it seems and finally both our stomachs growl louder than the wind.
“I’m starving. You hungry?” he asks.
I pat my belly. “Yep. You think Betty’s okay?”
He hugs me. “I think she’s okay.”
He strides into the kitchen and grabs some eggs out of the refrigerator, while I move the rest of the contents outside into the snow so they won’t go bad.
He has two frying pans set up on top of the woodstove and is opening up a can of corned beef hash when I come back inside.
“Corned beef hash?” I say. “That’s disgusting.”
“It’s good, puts hair on your chest.”
“Fur, you mean.”
“Exactly.”
He pops off the metal lid and puts it on a paper towel. He slops the hash into the pan and stirs it around.
“This might take a while.” He grabs another spoon to stir the eggs. “I was thinking we might need to get some help for this pixie situation.”
“Okay, I thought wolves had packs. Do you have a pack?”
“Not in the traditional sense.”
“Sorry, Nick, but when it comes to werewolves, I don’t know what the traditional sense is.”
“I don’t run with other wolves.”
I nod. I wait. I finally give up and say, “So you run with . . .”
He winces. “Coyotes. But they have some wolf DNA.”
It’s hard not to smile. “You are alpha at least, right?”
“Of course I’m alpha.” He almost growls at me.
“Sorry. Sorry. So, are we going to ask your pack for help?” I ask. “If you’re alpha, you can tell them what to do, right?”