I swore harshly. "I don't understand. Is this because I wouldn't follow him into the woods?"
He looked taken aback. "I don't know anything about that."
"I'll talk to him, convince him—"
"He and his team left late last night."
I sat back down, welcoming the discomfort of the brick cutting into my legs. I didn't understand. I should have told Connor that I hadn't been teasing him, that I'd realized I wasn't a replacement for Lindsey. If we just had a little more time together, to get to know each other—
"I've assigned Rafe his own team. You'll replace him as my second in command," Lucas continued.
I peered up at him. "Like a consolation prize?"
"It's not like that. You've always been more devoted than anyone in preparing to become a Guardian. You'll be an asset to me."
Any other time I would have been thrilled with our pack leader's assessment of me. But right now, all I could think about was Connor and how I could make things right between us.
"So where did Connor's team go?"
"Back to Tarrant, prowling along the way."
Prowling. Which meant they were traveling in wolf form. Maybe being kicked off Connor's team wasn't such a bad thing.
"They'll probably be at the Sly Fox tonight." The Sly Fox was the local hangout. Bad food and music, but a great atmosphere. "Then I'm sending them on to the lab, to observe it while we prepare."
I nodded. Maybe I'd get a chance to see Connor tonight, to figure out exactly where I stood with him. If nowhere, I needed to know that. If something between us was possible, I needed to know that, too.
"You're taking this better than I thought you would," Lucas said.
"You took a chance bringing me up here. I might have decided to fling myself off the roof."
He laughed. "Not you. If anything, I was worried you'd toss me off."
I smiled at that. I guessed I did have a reputation for being tough. "So what now?"
"I'm going to meet with the guy who can give us some tips on how to bring down the Bio-Chrome lab without creating a fire hazard. Then Kayla and I are driving back to Tarrant. I've got the patrollers' backpacks I need to drop off at the entrance to the national park. Other things that need transporting. But there's room in my jeep if you want to ride with us. Or you can make your own way back."
As a hiker—my only option—it would take too long, longer by far than as a wolf. Wolves could attain a burst of speed up to forty miles an hour, but they couldn't maintain it for long. Not even Shifters. In wolf form, it would take longer to reach the park entrance than by car. So it would be perfectly reasonable for me to accept the reprieve he offered. "I'd rather go with you. I think my mom is supposed to be back from her trip today. I'm anxious to see her."
I wondered how many lies and excuses I could get away with before Lucas became suspicious. He wasn't stupid.
I started to regret that I hadn't decided to just hike it on my own when I climbed into the back of the jeep behind Lucas and Kayla. It was like I had a front row seat to just-discovered love as they smiled at each other and held hands as much as possible during the journey. I didn't resent that they had each other, but seeing them together was a constant reminder of what I didn't have. I spent a lot of time staring out the window, watching the scenery rush by.
At one point, I asked, "So how did your meeting with the imploding guy go?"
Lucas met my gaze in the rearview mirror. "He offered a lot of suggestions. I don't know if that's the way we'll go though. He needs plans of the building. If it's a secret facility, we may not be able to find anything in the public records."
"What are you going to do then?"
"Do some research. Maybe send in a spy. I don't know. I'm going to talk with my dad."
His dad had once been the leader of the Dark Guardians. Then he'd handed the position over to his older son, who had betrayed us by revealing our existence to Bio-Chrome. I figured Lucas felt as though he had something to prove, to show everyone that he was nothing like his brother.
Kayla looked back over her shoulder at me. "So last night. At the movie. You and Connor."
"It wasn't like it was a date. We just both got there at the same time." I shrugged as though it wasn't a big deal. "So we sat together."
"And you left together."
I sighed. "Are you hinting at something?"
"Just wondering how you feel about him."
"You know, I really don't know." I wasn't about to confess how much I cared for him, not with Lucas there. So many things in my life weren't working out exactly as I'd planned. I was trying to limit collateral damage, how many things people would want to give me sympathy for.
"Well, I think you're cute together," Kayla said.
Ringing endorsement.
"I'll keep that in mind," I said with a grin.
Then Kayla turned her attention back to Lucas, and I shifted my gaze back to the passing scenery. It was the middle of summer, and the foliage was thick. Sunlight dappled through the trees, creating a mosaic of brightness and shadows. It was all so beautiful.
Then something—a dark furry mound?—came into my line of vision too quickly for me to be sure.
"Wait' Lucas, stop'" I yelled.
"What is it?" he asked.
"Just stop. I saw something back there."
Before the jeep came to a complete shuddering stop, I was out the door and racing back in the direction from where we'd come. I leaped over a narrow ravine. Dried leaves and twigs crunched beneath my boots as I searched frantically for what I'd seen. Exactly where had it been?
And then I saw it, and my heart leaped into my throat. I staggered to a halt and knelt beside the fallen wolf. It was unnaturally still, its chest barely rising with each shallow breath.
"What's wrong with it? Is it dying?" Kayla asked as she and Lucas crouched beside me.
"I don't know," I whispered. I stroked it tenderly, my fingers combing through the black fur until they encountered something hard. Gingerly, I parted the fur.
"A tranquilizer dart," Lucas said angrily, reaching for it and tugging it out. Dropping his head back, he inhaled deeply. "Bio-Chrome. I smell Mason. The guy reeks."