“I feel awful, Shrinky Dink. You have to believe me. And I thought it would be good for you. I thought you’d get a chance to be in a real band, even if it was a Caster one.”
“What else, Ridley?”
Rid didn’t say anything.
“The other marker. You said there were two. What else do you owe him?” Link didn’t even say his name. She had the feeling he was dreading the answer as much as she had been dreading the question.
“It was a house marker,” she said.
“What does that even mean?”
“When you’re playing for TFPs, it means the house calls it.” She shrugged. “They can ask me for anything, and I’d have to do it.” She took a breath. “I mean, I will have to do it.”
“Anything.” It wasn’t a question, and she didn’t answer it. He stared down the street into the rain. “For how long?”
“A year.”
“What if you don’t do it?”
“I don’t have a choice. I’m Bound. Those were the terms of the game. I can’t undo it. Believe me, if I could, I would’ve already.”
“What if I don’t want to be his drummer?” Link asked. His. Nox’s. The unspoken name hanging over this whole conversation. “What if I say no?”
“I don’t know what would happen to me. I guess I’d find out. One way or another.” Ridley shivered.
They sat in silence while the rain fell.
“That’s the truth, Link. Everything. No more lies. Not between us.”
She reached out and put a hand on his arm. He shrugged it off.
The rain kept falling.
So this is what it feels like? To tell one truth? One time? To even just one person?
See what happens? See what it gets you?
When Link finally looked at her, Rid knew what he was going to say before he said it. “I can’t, Rid. I can’t do this anymore.”
This wasn’t a fight. It was something different.
Something worse.
“I know.” She looked up into the rainy sky. “I don’t blame you.”
As she walked off down the Brooklyn street, Ridley realized she had absolutely no idea what she was going to do, or where she was going.
Only that she had to go.
Because telling the truth? It gets you nothing. The truth was too expensive. It wasn’t worth it.
Because right now it felt just as sad, and just as heavy, as a lie. Ridley wondered if regular people knew that.
CHAPTER 20
The Divine Wings of Tragedy
Even through the double glass, the black-painted brick, and the exposed steel girders of Nox’s suite, he could still hear the thump and whine of Sirene’s house music.
The DJ was going wild, mashing up iconic Caster and Mortal music; listening to his remixes, you would think Madonna was a Siren herself.
She’s not, but she could have been.
Nox stared out the floor-to-ceiling windows of his private office, looking down at the empty stage. It was his war room, his command central. Nox was more comfortable here than anywhere else in the world. The main floor of the club threatened too many perilous potential reunions.
Too many Ravenwoods to watch out for. Too many Incubuses in one place. That’s not even counting the Darkborns.
He hardly even dared set foot in his apartment now, not since the Vexes had started showing up.
Nox loosened the skinny retro tie that hung around his neck.
As he watched, the roadies wheeled the drum kit offstage. It was done. One cog connected to the next, like he was an engineer instead of an entrepreneur. Nox should’ve considered the night a victory, which was a rare pleasure. Something he hadn’t felt since the fateful game at Suffer. When the very first cog began to turn…
They never learn. Don’t bet against the house.
His mind flickered to the image of a certain blond, with a certain pink stripe and a knack for trouble.
She was more than he’d imagined. He wondered if she remembered him. He didn’t know if he wanted her to or not. It had been a long, long time.
Don’t get attached. You’re almost there. You could finally get Abraham Ravenwood off your back if you deliver the hybrid and the Siren.
The thought made him ill, so he thought about something else.
Anything.
The club. The crowd. The band.
So many powerful problems.
A troubled Necromancer. An Illusionist with a secret. An Incubus marked for death. A Darkborn in hiding. A Siren with a past.
His money was on the Siren.
She’d taken them all on—if by her attitude alone—and she’d do it again. Nobody could rein her in. Except for the sister. The sister seemed to be an exception to the rule.
Just as his sister had been for him.
It was interesting, really. Family, as a concept. When it worked—which wasn’t often, in the Caster world—the bond was like no other Binding in the universe.
And these two have the bond, he thought. The Siren and the Thaumaturge, if he’d read the younger girl’s powers correctly. It was almost sad to watch. Nox was well aware of what some of his business associates would do with that kind of information. And with the leverage it afforded them.
Especially the Ravenwoods.
In terms of his associates and clients, the Ravenwoods were the worst. Some families were like that. You didn’t reign for four hundred years as one of the most powerful families in the supernatural universe without developing a certain coldness, an indifference to suffering, Mortal and Caster alike.