“Archie, make splints for his leg and arm. Edythe, straighten out his airways. Which is the worst bleed?”
“Here, Carine.”
I stared at her face while the pressure against my head eased. My screams were just a broken whimper now. The pain wasn’t any less—it was worse. But the screaming didn’t help me, and it did hurt Edythe. As long as I kept my eyes on her face, I could remember something beyond the burning.
“My bag, please. Hold your breath, Archie, it will help. Thank you, Eleanor, now leave, please. He’s lost blood, but the wounds aren’t too deep. I think his ribs are the biggest problem now. Find me tape.”
“Something for the pain,” Edythe hissed.
“There—I don’t have hands. Will you?”
“This will make it better,” Edythe promised.
Someone was straightening my leg. Edythe was holding her breath, waiting, I think, for me to react. But it didn’t hurt like my arm.
“Edythe—”
“Shhh, Beau, it’s going to be okay. I swear, it’s going to be fine.”
“E—it’s—not—”
Something was digging into my scalp and something else was yanking tight against my broken arm. This tweaked my ribs, and I lost my breath.
“Hold on, Beau,” Edythe begged. “Please just hold on.”
I labored to pull in another breath.
“Not—ribs,” I choked. “Hand.”
“Can you understand him?” Carine’s voice was right next to my head.
“Just rest, Beau. Breathe.”
“No—hand,” I gasped out. “Edythe—right hand!”
I couldn’t feel her cold hands on my skin—the fire was too hot. But I heard her gasp.
“No!”
“Edythe?” Carine asked, startled.
“She bit him.” Edythe’s voice had no volume, like she’d run out of air, too.
Carine caught her breath in horror.
“What do I do, Carine?” Edythe demanded.
No one answered her. The tugging continued on my scalp, but it didn’t hurt.
“Yes,” Edythe said through her teeth. “I can try. Archie—scalpel.”
“There’s a good chance you’ll kill him yourself,” Archie said.
“Give it to me,” she snapped. “I can do this.”
I didn’t see what she did with the scalpel. I couldn’t feel anything else in my body anymore—nothing but the fire in my arm. But I watched her raise my hand to her mouth, like the hunter had. Fresh blood was welling from the wound. She put her lips over it.
I screamed again, I couldn’t help it. It was like she was pulling the fire back down my arm.
“Edythe,” Archie said.
She didn’t react, her lips still pressed to my hand. The fire warred up and down my arm, sawing back and forth. Moans escaped through my clenched teeth.
“Edythe,” Archie shouted. “Look.”
“What is it, Archie?” Carine asked.
Archie’s hand shot out and slapped Edythe’s cheek.
“Stop it, Edythe! Stop it now!”
My hand dropped away from her face. She looked at Archie with her eyes so wide they seemed like half her face. She gasped.
“Archie!” Carine barked.
“It’s too late,” Archie said. “We got here too late.”
“You can see it?” Carine said in a more subdued voice.
“There are only two futures left, Carine. He survives as one of us, or Edythe kills him trying to stop it from happening.”
“No,” Edythe moaned.
Carine was quiet. The tugging against my scalp slowed.
Edythe dropped her face to mine. She kissed my eyelids, my cheeks, my lips. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.”
“It doesn’t need to be this slow,” Archie complained. “Carine?”
“I made an oath, Archie.”
“I didn’t,” he snarled.
“Wait, wait,” Edythe said, her head snapping up. “He deserves a choice.”
Her lips were at my ear. I clamped my teeth against the moaning, straining to listen.
“Beau? I won’t make this decision for you. I won’t take this away from you. And I’ll understand, I promise, Beau. If you don’t want to live like this, I won’t fight you. I’ll respect what you want. I know it’s a horrible choice. I would give you any other option if I could. I would die if I could give your life back to you.” Her voice broke. “But I can’t make that trade. I can’t do anything—except stop the pain. If that’s what you want. You don’t have to be this. I can let you go—if that’s what you need.” It sounded like she was sobbing again. “Tell me what you want, Beau. Anything.”
“You,” I spit through my teeth. “Just you.”
“Are you sure?” she whispered.
I groaned. The fire was reaching its fingers into my chest. “Yes,” I coughed out. “Just—let me stay—with you.”
“Out of my way, Edythe,” Archie growled.
Her voice lashed back like a whip. “I didn’t make any oaths, either.”
Her face was at my throat, and I couldn’t feel anything besides the fire, but I could hear the quiet sound of her teeth cutting through my skin.
24. CHANGE
I ENDED UP CHANGING MY MIND.
The fire in my arm wasn’t really so bad—the worst thing I’d ever felt up to that point, yes. But not the same as my entire body on fire.