I remember Indie’s wasp nest, the one she carried all through the Carving, the papery circles that used to contain humming, stinging creatures and their busy, brief lives.
In spite of myself, my eyes are drawn to the blank, unseeing gazes on the patients’ faces. The people don’t look like they are in pain. But they don’t look like they are in anything.
The point of view shifts, and now I think we’re watching from the ports mounted on the walls of whatever building houses these people. We’re looking from another angle, but we’re still looking at all of the sick.
Man, woman, child, child, woman, man, man, child.
On and on and on.
How long have the ports been showing this? All night? When did it begin?
They show the face of a man with brown hair.
I know him, I think in shock. I used to sort with him, here in Central. Are these people in Central?
The images keep coming, merciless, pictures of people who cannot close their eyes. But I can close mine. I do. I don’t want to see anymore. I think about running and I turn blindly toward the door.
And then I hear a man’s voice, rich and melodic and clear.
“The Society is sick,” he says, “and we have the cure.”
I turn slowly back around. But there is no face to put to the voice; just the sound. The ports show only the people lying still.
“This is the Rising,” he says. “I am the Pilot.”
In the tiny foyer the words echo from the walls, coming back to me from each corner, every surface in the room.
Pilot.
Pilot.
Pilot.
For months I have wondered what it would be like to hear the Pilot’s voice.
I thought I might feel fear, surprise, exhilaration, excitement, apprehension.
I didn’t think it would be this.
Disappointment.
So deep it feels like heartbreak. I brush the back of my hand against my eyes.
I didn’t realize until now that I expected to recognize the Pilot’s voice. Did I think he would sound like Grandfather? Did I think the Pilot would be Grandfather, somehow?
“We call this illness the Plague,” the Pilot says. “The Society created it and sent it to the Enemy in their water.”
The Pilot’s words come into the silence like carefully selected seeds or bulbs, dropped into hollowed-out spaces in the soil. The Rising has made these spaces, I think, and now they’re filling them. This is the moment they come into power.
The port changes; now we’re outside following someone up the steps of Central’s City Hall. The view is clear, even in the night, and though the building isn’t lit up with special occasion lights, the look of the marble steps and the waiting doors make me think of the Match Banquet. Not even a year ago, I walked up steps much like those back in Oria. What lies behind the doors of Halls across the Society now?
The camera moves inside.
“The Enemy is gone,” the Pilot says. “But the Plague the Society gave to the Enemy lives on with us. Look at what has happened in the Society’s own capital, in Central, where the Plague first made inroads. The Society can no longer contain the Plague within the medical centers. They’ve had to fill other government buildings and apartments with the sick.”
The Hall is filled, brimming, with even more of the patients.
And now we’re outside, looking from above at the white barricade that encircles Central’s City Hall.
“There are barricades like this in every Province now,” the Pilot tells us. “The Society has tried to keep the Plague from spreading, but they have failed. So many have fallen ill that the Society can no longer keep up even its most important occasions. Tonight, the Match Banquets fell apart. Some of you will remember this.”
When I go to the window, I see movement.
The Rising is here, no longer hiding. They fly over us in ships; they are among us in black. How many of them came in from the sky? I wonder. How many simply changed a set of clothes? How deeply and well had the Rising infiltrated Central? Why do I know so little about what is taking place? Is that the Society’s fault, for making me forget, or the Rising’s, for not telling me enough in the first place?
“When the Plague was first developed,” the Pilot says, “there were those of us who saw what might happen. We were able to give some of you immunity. For the rest, we have a cure.”
And now the Pilot’s voice takes on more emotion, more persuasion, more. It becomes bigger; it plays on our emptiness, fills our hearts. “We will keep all the good things from the Society, all the best parts of our way of life. We won’t lose all the things you’ve worked so hard to build. But we’ll get rid of the sicknesses in the Society.
“This rebellion,” the Pilot says, “is different than others throughout history. It will begin and end with saving your blood, not spilling it.”
I start to edge toward the door. I need to run. To try to find Ky. He didn’t come tonight to the lake; perhaps this is why. He couldn’t get away. But he might still be here in Central, somewhere, tonight.
“Our only regret,” the Pilot says, “is that we were unable to step in before any lives were lost. The Society was stronger than we were, until now. Now, we can save all of you.”
On the screen, someone in a black uniform opens a case. It is filled with small red tubes.
Like the tubes in the cave, I think again, only those were lit blue.
“This is the cure,” the Pilot says. “And now, at last, we have made enough for everyone.”
The man on the screen reaches inside the case and takes out a tube, pulling off the cap and revealing a needle. With the smooth confidence of a medic, he plunges the needle into the line. I draw in a breath.
“This illness may look peaceful,” the Pilot says, “but I can assure you that it is still fatal. Without medical care, bodies shut down quickly. Patients dehydrate and die. Infection can set in. We can bring you back if we find you soon enough, but if you try to run, we cannot guarantee a cure.”
The port goes dark. But not silent.
There are likely many reasons they chose this Pilot. But one of the reasons has to be his voice.
Because when the Pilot starts to sing, I stop to hear.
It’s the Anthem of the Society, a song I have known all my life, one that followed me into the canyons, one that I will never forget.
The Pilot sings it slow, and sad.
The Society is dying, is dead.