He sees me and freezes, his head and arms sticking out from the rest of the bodies, bones showing thru his skin, thin as the dead.
Course he survived. Course he did. If any of ’em is spiteful enough to find a way to live, it’s him.
I run to the pile and I start pulling on his shoulders to get him out, to get him out from under the dead, all the dead.
We fall back as he pops free, tumbling to the ground, rolling apart and then staring at each other across the ground.
Our breaths are heavy, clouds of steam huffing into the air.
He don’t look injured, tho the sling’s gone from his arm. He’s just staring, eyes probably open as wide as mine.
“Yer alive,” I say stupidly. “Yer alive.”
He just stares back, no Noise this time, no clicking, nothing. Just the silence of us in the morning, the smoke sneaking thru the air like a vine.
“How?” I say. “How did–?”
But there ain’t no answer from him, just staring and staring.
“Did you–?” I say, then I have to clear my throat. “Did you see a girl?”
And then I hear, Thump budda-thump–
Hoofbeats down the road. Davy musta caught his pa coming the other way.
I look hard at 1017.
“Run,” I say. “You gotta get outta here.”
Thump budda-thump–
“Please,” I whisper. “Please, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, but please, just run, just run, just get outta here–”
I stop cuz he’s getting to his feet. He’s still eyeing me, not blinking, his face almost dead of expresshun.
Thump budda-THUMP–
He takes one step away, then two, then faster, heading for the blown open gate.
And then he stops and looks back.
Looks back at me.
A clear flash of Noise coming right at me.
Of me, alone.
Of 1017 with a gun.
Of him pulling the trigger.
Of me dying at his feet.
Then he turns and runs out the gate and into the woods beyond.
“I know how hard this must be for you, Todd,” says the Mayor, looking at the blown out gate. We’ve come outside. No one wanted to see the bodies any more.
“But why?” I say, trying to keep the tightness outta my voice. “Why would they do it?”
The Mayor looks at the blood on my face from where I hit myself but he don’t say nothing about it. “They thought we would have used them as soldiers, I expect.”
“But to kill them all?” I look up at him on his horse. “The Answer never killed no one before except by accident.”
“Fifty-six soldiers,” Davy says.
“Seventy-five,” the Mayor corrects. “And three hundred escaped prisoners.”
“They tried to bomb us here before, remember?” Davy adds. “The bitches.”
“The Answer have stepped up their campaign,” the Mayor says, looking mainly at me. “And we will respond in kind.”
“Damn right, we will,” Davy says, cocking his rifle for no reason.
“I’m sorry about Viola,” the Mayor says to me. “I’m as disappointed as you are that she’s a part of this.”
“We don’t know that,” I whisper.
(is she?)
(are you?)
“Regardless,” the Mayor says. “The time for your boyhood is well and truly past. I need leaders now. I need you to be a leader. Are you ready to lead, Todd Hewitt?”
“I’m ready,” Davy says, his Noise feeling like it’s being left out.
“I already know I can count on you, son.”
And there’s the pink Noise again.
“It’s Todd I need to hear from.” He comes a bit closer to me. “You’re no longer my prisoner, Todd Hewitt. We’re beyond that now. But I need to know if you’ll join me–” he nods his head towards the opening in the wall “– or them. There is no other choice.”
I look into the monastery, at all those bodies, all those shocked and dead faces, all that pointless end.
“Will you help me, Todd?”
“Help you how?” I say to the ground.
But he just asks it again. “Will you help me?”
I think of 1017, alone now, alone in the entire world.
His friends, his family for all I know, piled like rubbish, left for the flies.
I can’t stop seeing it, even when I close my eyes.
I can’t stop seeing that bright blue A.
Oh don’t deceive me, I think.
Oh never leave me.
(but she’s gone)
(she’s gone)
And I’m dead.
Inside, I’m dead dead dead.
There ain’t nothing left.
“I will,” I say. “I’ll help.”
“Excellent,” the Mayor says, with feeling. “I knew you’d be special, Todd. I’ve known it all along.”
Davy’s Noise squeaks at this but the Mayor ignores it. He turns Morpeth to face the killing grounds of the monastery.
“As to how you’ll help me,” he says. “Well, we have met the Answer, have we not?” He turns back to look at us, his eyes glinting. “It is time for them to meet the Ask.”
[TODD]
“Don’t let this period of quiet fool you,” says the Mayor, standing atop the platform, voice booming thru the square from speakers set at every corner, extra loud to be heard above the ROAR. The people of New Prentisstown stare up at him in the cold morning, the men gathered in front of the platform, surrounded by the army, with the women back on the side streets.
Here we all are again.
Davy and I are behind the platform on our horses, directly behind the Mayor.
Kinda like an honour guard.
Wearing our new uniforms.
I think, I am the Circle and the Circle is me.
Cuz when I think it, I don’t gotta think about nothing else at all.
“Even now our enemies move against us. Even now they plot our destruction. Even now we have reason to believe an attack is imminent.”
The Mayor takes a long sweeping look across the crowd. It’s easy to forget how many people are still here, still working, still trying to eat, still getting on with their daily lives. They’re tired-looking, hungry, many of ’em dirty, but still staring, still listening.
“The Answer could strike in any place, at any time, against anyone,” he says, tho the Answer ain’t done no such thing, not for almost a month now. The prison break was the last we heard from ’em before they disappeared into the wild, the soldiers who woulda chased ’em killed while sleeping in their bunkers.